babies.

so for a few days i've been helping my sister take care of my niece & nephews because she got her tubes tied and is really sore. vinny is the youngest he is three months old, emily is the middle she is four years old, and bryan is the oldest, he is seven years old. i love being here, i love the kids, i love my sister, i just love it. taking care of kids seems to be the one thing i'm good at. i badly want to be a parent one day. and honestly i want to be one one day soon, but deep down i know the timing is all wrong.

i'll tell you a story about each kid from the oldest down.

i love seeing bryan because he has grown up so much. he is such a big boy now. lol. he plays football, he bullies his little sister, lol. that's kinda his job. he is damn adorable and i know he is going to break hearts. <3>

it's amazing to see how much emily has grown up, i used to see her everyday from the time she was a few days old on. and she loved me greatly. she loved when i held her. one day we had my bryan's birthday party and my other sister tosha was there and she wanted to hold her niece and i went to hand her over and she started crying. i'll never tell because it may seem childish, but that made me sooo happy to see how much this little girl loved me.

now for the newest addition to their family, vincent. he is so adorable and i fell in love instantly. i joke around with her about how badly i want to steal him, lol. he is three months old and he is so smart. he is holding his head up and copying little sounds. he loves to watch outside because the world amazes him. <3.>

maybe the time isn't right. but i can't help but feel it is...